today was a very rough day for me... the past few weeks have been discouraging and upsetting. ive recently been trying to break my smoking habit (only smoked for around a week...) and have been leaning on 2 very close christian co-workers for support... due to stress in the home and school (college), ive been tempted to buy another pack and smoke it...

i texted my co-workers telling them that i couldnt do it... i was overwhellemed, upset and was going to stumble. it was too hard

i get home from a very late day of school and read todays reminder "I love you. Not one test too much will I lay on you."

upon reading that, i text my co-workers... i know it wasnt coincidenc that this day happened, and that this reminder was TODAY.